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i need to sleep.
but i can't.
so much stuff.
so much to do.
so much to finish.
just took a shower, and my hair looks so fyneeeee. sooo sos so sososos fyneee.<3
i wish it stayed like this 24/7 especially around certain people so i don't look discusting.
about to go workout gotta get buff mannnn.
so fucking excited for this new band shit though, it's gonna be totally diffrent for me now when im on stage... but yet so so so much better! SO EXCITED, but there is ALOTOOOTOTT ALOT of work for me to accomplish this.
i think im trying to hard for her, i think if i keep doing what im doing instead of letting her decide without me like forceing it and just let her be well if i dont stop im afraid she won't even stay my friend anymore D: i don't want that! stay friends please! so maybe i should keep my mouth shut, maybe sending that message was a bad idea... idfk aisjsf :/ hopefully the message is taken in a positive outlook! i wonder if that wish i made the other day has backfired.....


hmm somebody come save me from dead boredom. everybody is asleep so im all aloneeee.

is about to get REALLY good

so excited

i have to post one more before i finally try and sleep even though im not tired.

but wow i have been keepin track of how my days are and what my horoscopes say well each one has had an effect on me and i just felt like reading todays and wow its like exactly like me right now its so wierd how they work so well.



Saturday, May 30
Keep pushing forward with your personal revolution. You have a lot of momentum and can accomplish a lot. Make sure you tend to your own personal needs though, make sure you get enough sleep. You don't want to burn out. Keep your cool, your temper, and your drive under control. You can intimidate people today without meaning to, because you are such a powerhouse right now.

Numbers 1, 14, 22, 23, 30, 41 Compatibility Pisces

i havn't had any sleep, i have had a bad temper and do not wanna get on people who i care about on their bad sides. it's so fascinating. :o

i still haven't gotten any sleep yet...

5:30am....

thinkin about so much stuff, and certain people......

im not tired one bit.
wonder whats in store for me tomorrow(today)

i want it to be how it was before he came along.

my chemistry teacher wrote me up supposobly because i was "trying to break the pencil sharpener"

which i wasnt so i got 2 more days of iss yayyyyyy how lucky for meeeee.

are you kidding me wowwwww

alright yeah i must really suck that bad.

seriouslly i am giving up.
there is no reason to even keep trying.

wow this makes me so pissed off in a way and so sad in a way.

did i waste my time or what omg i cannot believe this.


fuck everything

cannot waitttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.

whitechapel, all that remains, the black dahlia murder, and bullet for my valentine.

<3

damnnn it was thunderin and stormin like a beast last night made me wake up at fuckin 2am and my power went out because of it but it got a lil disturbing.... i was sitting there with my blinds open watching lightening and rain and wind and then i felt the need to text somebody, it was actually the first thing i thought of doing once i heard all the rain and thunder, then i felt all nice and sweet about it.



missed my bus again though....... shit i started good yesterday lol
oh well school is almost out THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!